It was Friday 12:30pm, I just got home from school, and was looking towards a 3 day weekend. I was somewhat restless pondering what to do until you came home, Darrell was w/ family until later on that evening.
I decided to take a bubble bath and pamper myself a little. I climbed in immediately feeling cozy, with you on my mind. All of me had been craving your body for a few days now, my velvet box wanting your thickness to fill me with passionate sex, to make love for as long as our bodies would allow.
As I ran the bubbles along my skin, slowly caressing my curves I imagined your hands were the ones tenderly stroking my body, fondling my breasts. I went into a day dream…….
“You got home, full of energy, and wanting to see me. The smell of Dragon’s Breath incents filled the house, making you wonder what had I been up to. Little did you know I had and still was craving you so I had gotten myself ready to seduce you. I had slipped into a purple and black pin-striped bodice and skirt, black nylons, my make-up and hair done to fit the outfit and my curvy figure. I had the strip-pole set up, and I was waiting for you to go into our room for the biggest tease you’d ever experience and all the passion in the world to relieve you that I could give.
You dropped you bag by the door, grabbed a drink, and walked down the hallway to our room. As you reached the door way I snuck out of the bathroom, relieved you hadn’t seen me, and blindfolded you in one fluid motion, giggling. You were caught off guard and paused in the door way, not knowing what was in store, ‘Sweets, what are you up too now?’ you asked jokingly. I giggled again, putting a finger on your lips and made a small ‘shhh’ sound. I led you to the bed and carefully guided you to sit down. ‘You have to be a good boy if you want to see’ I teased, my smile was huge as I traced the muscles up you arms, glad my little game was working out perfectly. I reached up and caressed your face slowly tracing your luscious lips, stopping with a small but noticeably hungry kiss and a nibble on your lips. ‘I promised to behave as long as I can’ you pleaded wanting to know what was going through my naughty mind.
I laid you back on the bed, nibbling your ears and neck as I slowly unbuttoned your shirt, running my hands along your pecks, twirking your nipples for a little stimulation. I bit my lip as I finally realized what great shape your body was becoming from the home gym you had been using; your pecks popped out more, your abs had begun to form. With my eyes studying your chiseled chest I lightly ran my hands along you bare skin, swiftly removing your shirt letting it drop to your wrists. You started to reach up to caress me, I stopped your hands before you had a chance and bluntly told you ‘You’ll get your turn some other time, right now I’m in control and it’s all about you right now my love.’ You hesitated not liking the fact I wouldn’t let you join in the fore-play, but wanting your blind fold to be taken off you complied.
I tossed your shirt aside, and began to leave a zigzags trail of kisses along your torso while I gently undid your belt and slipped it off with ease. Again I massaged your nipples just for fun, my eyes on your face the whole time, still leaving kisses everywhere. I went and took off your shoes, your socks too knowing you usually leave them on unless its bed time, and went to undoing your jeans button and zipper. As you lifted up to help me take off your pants I squeezed both your ass cheeks firmly as I saw your thickness already bulging in your boxers, looking as though it was trapped and fighting to be free. It took all my effort to restrain myself from yanking off your boxers right then and there and swallow you whole. Instead as I removed your jeans slowly, I trailed kisses up your legs, massaging too as I stood back up, gently grazing your shaft through the thin material before I continued with my tease.
From there I straddled you gently rocking my hips against your hips, so you could feel the heat of my own arousal as if you were inside me. ‘I want you so bad right now, let me have you’ you exclaimed. I shook my head silently knowing you couldn’t see, and began to kiss you with hunger, the kisses you had missed for so long were now in play though occasionally a nibble on your full bottom lip. I had to stop when we both started to pant. I moved to your neck kissing you down along each side until I reached the ends of each shoulder and nipped playfully. I was dripping wet and wanted you so badly myself, I had to grind a little more to help myself, my body felt like it was high, you were my drug and I couldn’t get enough of you. I decided to get some lasting satisfaction out of this opportunity and gave you 2 purple hickies, 1 on each peck, smugly satisfied that every time for the next few days whenever you saw my marks you’d ½ relive this experience.
Finally I felt your cock jumping with anticipation; I removed your boxers, and caressed your thickness gently and slowly only touching the head as little as possible because I had plans for your warm delicious cream that yearned for its release. After 10 strokes of rubbing your shaft my only want I leaned near your ear, ‘You’re the best lover I’ve ever had, I want to thank you for all the pleasure you’ve given me’ I whispered. I then wrapped one hand at the base of your cock, the other cupping your balls and took your whole length into my mouth and throat in one slick motion my tongue massaging as I pushed you as deep into my throat as it could go, my smooth lips wrapped around your whole length all the way down until I was able to lick your balls while I still held you tightly with my lips. My hand that was on the base of your thickness was now tenderly massaging the spot behind your balls so would not release right away. I kept doing this as I slowly bobbed up and down your cock, every 3 strokes stopping to giving the head 5 seconds of its own attention, keeping you on edge. As I sped up my mouth lathered you which made it easier to deep throat you, your cock jumping each time you felt me barely chock on your length, finally you released a small moan of satisfaction, ‘babe I want inside you now, I’m so close!’ you almost yelled with difficulty.
This only made me wrap my lips tighter and go faster, I stopped the massaging and grabbed your hips, I wanted nothing more than to have your load fill my mouth and to taste your ecstasy. Within seconds your cock stiffened even more and you exploded in my throat as I greedily gulped down your full load. This took a few minutes as I sucked each drop out, loving your taste, craving more each time I swallowed, my moans were stifled though I’m pretty sure across Orchard could’ve heard them as I finally got my first fill of your hot sticky cream. You were slightly panting, surprised that I continued to suck and massage your cock, you were still rock solid because of how tight my lips were, I licked up to study your face as I gathered you once more as I took you as deep as I could, a smile of relief on your lips and your hands clenched at your sides.
Slowly but finally I released you from my mouth and took off the blind fold, for a few seconds you did not opens your eyes still trying to catch your breath. I stood up you thought I was getting something, however I walked over to the pole. After a couple of minutes you slowly sat up and saw what I had on, my face flushed from my own 2 orgasm(not climaxed yet though) I had gotten while pleasuring you. My right arm was slightly hugging the pole, one leg wrapped around it too.
I let you take me all in before I turned on the music and started to dance. Soon enough it looked like your eyes were glazed over, your expression as though you were in a trance as you watched my body almost become one with the pole, 1 hand on the pole at all times, the other occasionally caressing my body, my eyes locked on yours 99.99% of the time. After 15 minutes your thickness started to swell again, you licked your lips occasionally and slowly reached for your drink to help soothe your dry mouth. I finally climbed the pole sliding upside down to the mid-point before swinging off and continued my tease, slowly stripping now in front of you,
Once I was completely nude I climbed up onto the bed and straddled you once again. Not slipping you inside just yet, it had only been 20 minutes since your first release, I gently rubbed the head of your cock along my soaked pussy lips, slightly dripping on my shaft, you cock stiffened as you felt how hot and wet I was, throbbing to be inside me, and I could no longer wait either so I slid the head in, squeezed tight around it then let your full length fill me slowly until you were fully in my pussy. I rode you slowly at first through another orgasm ripped through me I muffled my scream into your neck as I scratched your back downwards, you took my breasts into your mouth hungrily sucking and slurping at them trying to fit them completely in your mouth.
I rode you for an hour getting 2 more orgasms, you still gripping my waist. I noticed you were on the verge of your second climax so I slipped off quickly and stuck you cock in my ass, riding you for 10minutes hard and fasts no grinding at all, until we both reached climax at the same time, you cum filling my ass, my juices flowing down your groin and thighs like a steady river.
It was then I snapped out of the day dream as I climaxed in the tub, after a few minutes went straight into preparing myself and the house for what I had just fantasized, determined to make it happen exactly the same way 100%!!!!!!
I decided to take a bubble bath and pamper myself a little. I climbed in immediately feeling cozy, with you on my mind. All of me had been craving your body for a few days now, my velvet box wanting your thickness to fill me with passionate sex, to make love for as long as our bodies would allow.
As I ran the bubbles along my skin, slowly caressing my curves I imagined your hands were the ones tenderly stroking my body, fondling my breasts. I went into a day dream…….
“You got home, full of energy, and wanting to see me. The smell of Dragon’s Breath incents filled the house, making you wonder what had I been up to. Little did you know I had and still was craving you so I had gotten myself ready to seduce you. I had slipped into a purple and black pin-striped bodice and skirt, black nylons, my make-up and hair done to fit the outfit and my curvy figure. I had the strip-pole set up, and I was waiting for you to go into our room for the biggest tease you’d ever experience and all the passion in the world to relieve you that I could give.
You dropped you bag by the door, grabbed a drink, and walked down the hallway to our room. As you reached the door way I snuck out of the bathroom, relieved you hadn’t seen me, and blindfolded you in one fluid motion, giggling. You were caught off guard and paused in the door way, not knowing what was in store, ‘Sweets, what are you up too now?’ you asked jokingly. I giggled again, putting a finger on your lips and made a small ‘shhh’ sound. I led you to the bed and carefully guided you to sit down. ‘You have to be a good boy if you want to see’ I teased, my smile was huge as I traced the muscles up you arms, glad my little game was working out perfectly. I reached up and caressed your face slowly tracing your luscious lips, stopping with a small but noticeably hungry kiss and a nibble on your lips. ‘I promised to behave as long as I can’ you pleaded wanting to know what was going through my naughty mind.
I laid you back on the bed, nibbling your ears and neck as I slowly unbuttoned your shirt, running my hands along your pecks, twirking your nipples for a little stimulation. I bit my lip as I finally realized what great shape your body was becoming from the home gym you had been using; your pecks popped out more, your abs had begun to form. With my eyes studying your chiseled chest I lightly ran my hands along you bare skin, swiftly removing your shirt letting it drop to your wrists. You started to reach up to caress me, I stopped your hands before you had a chance and bluntly told you ‘You’ll get your turn some other time, right now I’m in control and it’s all about you right now my love.’ You hesitated not liking the fact I wouldn’t let you join in the fore-play, but wanting your blind fold to be taken off you complied.
I tossed your shirt aside, and began to leave a zigzags trail of kisses along your torso while I gently undid your belt and slipped it off with ease. Again I massaged your nipples just for fun, my eyes on your face the whole time, still leaving kisses everywhere. I went and took off your shoes, your socks too knowing you usually leave them on unless its bed time, and went to undoing your jeans button and zipper. As you lifted up to help me take off your pants I squeezed both your ass cheeks firmly as I saw your thickness already bulging in your boxers, looking as though it was trapped and fighting to be free. It took all my effort to restrain myself from yanking off your boxers right then and there and swallow you whole. Instead as I removed your jeans slowly, I trailed kisses up your legs, massaging too as I stood back up, gently grazing your shaft through the thin material before I continued with my tease.
From there I straddled you gently rocking my hips against your hips, so you could feel the heat of my own arousal as if you were inside me. ‘I want you so bad right now, let me have you’ you exclaimed. I shook my head silently knowing you couldn’t see, and began to kiss you with hunger, the kisses you had missed for so long were now in play though occasionally a nibble on your full bottom lip. I had to stop when we both started to pant. I moved to your neck kissing you down along each side until I reached the ends of each shoulder and nipped playfully. I was dripping wet and wanted you so badly myself, I had to grind a little more to help myself, my body felt like it was high, you were my drug and I couldn’t get enough of you. I decided to get some lasting satisfaction out of this opportunity and gave you 2 purple hickies, 1 on each peck, smugly satisfied that every time for the next few days whenever you saw my marks you’d ½ relive this experience.
Finally I felt your cock jumping with anticipation; I removed your boxers, and caressed your thickness gently and slowly only touching the head as little as possible because I had plans for your warm delicious cream that yearned for its release. After 10 strokes of rubbing your shaft my only want I leaned near your ear, ‘You’re the best lover I’ve ever had, I want to thank you for all the pleasure you’ve given me’ I whispered. I then wrapped one hand at the base of your cock, the other cupping your balls and took your whole length into my mouth and throat in one slick motion my tongue massaging as I pushed you as deep into my throat as it could go, my smooth lips wrapped around your whole length all the way down until I was able to lick your balls while I still held you tightly with my lips. My hand that was on the base of your thickness was now tenderly massaging the spot behind your balls so would not release right away. I kept doing this as I slowly bobbed up and down your cock, every 3 strokes stopping to giving the head 5 seconds of its own attention, keeping you on edge. As I sped up my mouth lathered you which made it easier to deep throat you, your cock jumping each time you felt me barely chock on your length, finally you released a small moan of satisfaction, ‘babe I want inside you now, I’m so close!’ you almost yelled with difficulty.
This only made me wrap my lips tighter and go faster, I stopped the massaging and grabbed your hips, I wanted nothing more than to have your load fill my mouth and to taste your ecstasy. Within seconds your cock stiffened even more and you exploded in my throat as I greedily gulped down your full load. This took a few minutes as I sucked each drop out, loving your taste, craving more each time I swallowed, my moans were stifled though I’m pretty sure across Orchard could’ve heard them as I finally got my first fill of your hot sticky cream. You were slightly panting, surprised that I continued to suck and massage your cock, you were still rock solid because of how tight my lips were, I licked up to study your face as I gathered you once more as I took you as deep as I could, a smile of relief on your lips and your hands clenched at your sides.
Slowly but finally I released you from my mouth and took off the blind fold, for a few seconds you did not opens your eyes still trying to catch your breath. I stood up you thought I was getting something, however I walked over to the pole. After a couple of minutes you slowly sat up and saw what I had on, my face flushed from my own 2 orgasm(not climaxed yet though) I had gotten while pleasuring you. My right arm was slightly hugging the pole, one leg wrapped around it too.
I let you take me all in before I turned on the music and started to dance. Soon enough it looked like your eyes were glazed over, your expression as though you were in a trance as you watched my body almost become one with the pole, 1 hand on the pole at all times, the other occasionally caressing my body, my eyes locked on yours 99.99% of the time. After 15 minutes your thickness started to swell again, you licked your lips occasionally and slowly reached for your drink to help soothe your dry mouth. I finally climbed the pole sliding upside down to the mid-point before swinging off and continued my tease, slowly stripping now in front of you,
Once I was completely nude I climbed up onto the bed and straddled you once again. Not slipping you inside just yet, it had only been 20 minutes since your first release, I gently rubbed the head of your cock along my soaked pussy lips, slightly dripping on my shaft, you cock stiffened as you felt how hot and wet I was, throbbing to be inside me, and I could no longer wait either so I slid the head in, squeezed tight around it then let your full length fill me slowly until you were fully in my pussy. I rode you slowly at first through another orgasm ripped through me I muffled my scream into your neck as I scratched your back downwards, you took my breasts into your mouth hungrily sucking and slurping at them trying to fit them completely in your mouth.
I rode you for an hour getting 2 more orgasms, you still gripping my waist. I noticed you were on the verge of your second climax so I slipped off quickly and stuck you cock in my ass, riding you for 10minutes hard and fasts no grinding at all, until we both reached climax at the same time, you cum filling my ass, my juices flowing down your groin and thighs like a steady river.
It was then I snapped out of the day dream as I climaxed in the tub, after a few minutes went straight into preparing myself and the house for what I had just fantasized, determined to make it happen exactly the same way 100%!!!!!!
Outfits
I'm the kind of girl that likes to try new things. So when i was dating Jose, who by the way had the same last name as me which was weird, there was no exception to me being curious for something new. After we had got past the comfortable stage with each other and had become sexually involved I quickly found out he liked outfits, especially leather ones, or any tight fitting black outfits. I had been hanging out with him for awhile one day and he said he was gonna run to the store real quick so just relax. i was like cool, he's probably going to get some liquor or something so i just laid back on the couch and watched t.v. When he got back I did not pay attention to the bags he brought in. After handing me one of my favorite wine coolers, he sat down next to me with a mischievous grin on. I was curious, but i just sat back n waited to see if he would say anything. after we finished our drinks, he cleared his throat to get my attention, " Go look in the room, there is something for you on the bed." I chuckled thoughts going through my mind, of what it could possibly be, what he had up his sleeve. So i got up and took a look. My eyes went wide, i was a little shocked, but found the item had sparked my interest. Laid out on the bed was a full black net body outfit, gloves n all, i had my black pumps so he did not get shoes of course, but i was taken back. Without even putting it on, i went back into the living room and asked "whats that for?" "just go try it on he said still smiling. So i went n put it on, not so sure if i was comfortable in it, i felt exposed, almost like Brittney Spears outfit in toxic, lol. After i had it on and was trying to get used to the feeling of my body in a net he came in and whistled. I knew i was blushing but i wanted to see how it would play out so i kept my composure. He ran his hands along, up and down my curves squeezing my hips and breasts firmly each time his hands pasted by them, making my nipples hard and perky so they poked through the netting. He pressed himself against me and I felt his cock already solid hard with excitement budging through his jeans, as though it was begging to explore inside me. Though we weren't very exclusive my closest friends knew that the sex between us always left me on edge, it never seemed to repeat itself. So with this new twist i was full of anticipation waiting for my body to explode in pleasure. The outfit had an easy access hole in between the legs, so I knew he planned for me to keep it on. With out warning he threw me down on the bed, face down and began to lick me gently, occasionally sneaking his thick tongue inside, arching up to my g-spot to get me wetter each time. Moans were escaping my throat, getting louder each time, his own echoing mine. I knew he was getting the same amount of pleasure out of this that i was possibly more because i was 'dressed up', so this new experience was well worth it so far. After 15minutes of his tongue ravishing my inner walls I pushed his mouth off and flipped over already unfastening his belt and undoing his pants yearning for his swollen cock to fill my mouth and throat. As soon as I was able to i pulled his jeans down to his ankles rather hard, his boxers going with them and swallowed his meat in one swift motion, his hands grabbing my hair n moaning as the head of his cock slid down my throat, feeling the moistness of my mouth my lips tight around him and sucking just to let him know how much i wanted him, all of him. I kept him in my mouth, my speed increasing w/ each stroke, getting him closer and closer to his climax. Right when i knew he was about to explode i stopped and released him from my mouth, so that i could feel him inside me. I made him wait a few minutes to calm him down and let him climb on top of me and enter me w/ such force i screamed. he rode me hard and fast him moaning, me screaming with pleasure my nails digging into his back drawing blood as i became closer to my own climax. Mine came with out hesitation, his right after wards, and we both laid back on the bed exhausted and wanting to hold the memory of our actions for just a few moments longer. He fell asleep soon after wards i lay awake for some time, as i often do when my release comes, for it gives me energy. I remember falling asleep around 2am, and waking up only 15mins later to him ready for me again. And this is how I grew to love lingerie and sexy little outfits!
The Difference
No matter if your in a relationship, or if your looking for a booty call with sex you always need to know the difference between the 3 sexual references.
1) Fucking- A release, that's all it is. No fore play at all, just down to business. No emotions/connection. Even if your married you still need that 'good fuck' every once in awhile, you can be stressed to your limits, or just horny as all hell and you want/need nothing more than to go at it like its the only thing that matters. It usually is the shortest intercourse of the 3, lasting 10-30mins though it usually keeps you satisfied the longest. The aggression in it, the speed of it, the fact your just going for climax to take over your body, only thinking about your own fulfillment this may be the best or at least 2nd best sexual intercourse you can have.
2)Having Sex- This is where you take 1hour to 1hr. and a half to complete, little foreplay, just to strike the mood and get each other aware of what exactly each would like to do, and receive. The may be some emotions, a connection may not seem very strong in a way as to say some things, but both people or if you decide to add a 3rd, or 4th etc. person everyone will know pleasure is coming so be ready. The main connection that is visible is that its more than just being horny, its wanting to explore the other person(s) and feel what they have to offer, and deliver your own pleasure techniques onto them. It may be fun to 'have sex' but its on the bottom of the list though some say its in the middle because it can let you know if you can have a stronger connection if its enjoyed immensely, or if its a 1x deal.
3)Making Love- I have to say this is the best! If you ever question how can you know your in love, or if he other person really loves you/in love w/ you, 'making love' you can feel that emotion. It has the strongest connection of the 3, it lasts the longest, the most foreplay, the most caressing, the most enjoyment on a emotional, mental, sexual and physical level. This is where you scream out your partners name, where all you can do is focus on is your partner, where you only want to be as close to you partner as possible. If you have ever told someone you love them and they say it back say for the 1st time, or on an anniversary this moment is when sparks fly, and it feels as though your souls are connected together. If it is true love, the first time your partner tells you they love you, or that they are in love with you this is the time to look into their eyes, to watch all the movements and keep going until you can no longer. This should and usually last the longest though if its not true love it may seem like the shortest. this is where you don't take any breaks and you enjoy each others bodies for hours on end. When 'Making Love' there should one be 2 people involved, not extra parties involved WHAT SO EVER!
1) Fucking- A release, that's all it is. No fore play at all, just down to business. No emotions/connection. Even if your married you still need that 'good fuck' every once in awhile, you can be stressed to your limits, or just horny as all hell and you want/need nothing more than to go at it like its the only thing that matters. It usually is the shortest intercourse of the 3, lasting 10-30mins though it usually keeps you satisfied the longest. The aggression in it, the speed of it, the fact your just going for climax to take over your body, only thinking about your own fulfillment this may be the best or at least 2nd best sexual intercourse you can have.
2)Having Sex- This is where you take 1hour to 1hr. and a half to complete, little foreplay, just to strike the mood and get each other aware of what exactly each would like to do, and receive. The may be some emotions, a connection may not seem very strong in a way as to say some things, but both people or if you decide to add a 3rd, or 4th etc. person everyone will know pleasure is coming so be ready. The main connection that is visible is that its more than just being horny, its wanting to explore the other person(s) and feel what they have to offer, and deliver your own pleasure techniques onto them. It may be fun to 'have sex' but its on the bottom of the list though some say its in the middle because it can let you know if you can have a stronger connection if its enjoyed immensely, or if its a 1x deal.
3)Making Love- I have to say this is the best! If you ever question how can you know your in love, or if he other person really loves you/in love w/ you, 'making love' you can feel that emotion. It has the strongest connection of the 3, it lasts the longest, the most foreplay, the most caressing, the most enjoyment on a emotional, mental, sexual and physical level. This is where you scream out your partners name, where all you can do is focus on is your partner, where you only want to be as close to you partner as possible. If you have ever told someone you love them and they say it back say for the 1st time, or on an anniversary this moment is when sparks fly, and it feels as though your souls are connected together. If it is true love, the first time your partner tells you they love you, or that they are in love with you this is the time to look into their eyes, to watch all the movements and keep going until you can no longer. This should and usually last the longest though if its not true love it may seem like the shortest. this is where you don't take any breaks and you enjoy each others bodies for hours on end. When 'Making Love' there should one be 2 people involved, not extra parties involved WHAT SO EVER!
How I Finally Knew What Love Was And How It Felt (TRUE LOVE)
Age does not define how and when you know what love is or what it feels like. I'm not talking about puppy love, or silly crushes you may get on someone famous or your middle school teacher, I'm talking about when you feel like you are with the one you are going to spend you life with and have a family with, the one you will marry, who you will take a bullet for. I thought I knew what love was before, and how it felt. I thought I knew who i wanted to settle down with, and i only thought this with 1 other person than the man I'm with now, others i knew it was lust not love. However I know now that I wasn't in love. I wanted to be in love with the guy, he seemed to be my other half, we had the same dreams detail-detail, the same wants and needs, the same hobbies, everything was the same. We did have our differences, on small things of course so it wasn't like I was dating my exact twin, but he seemed like the perfect guy in the world. He went to the same college as me, his future goals were the same and we both felt the same way when we met each other. This was all a trick, I just wanted him to be that one, though God had another man in mind for me. His story I will share now, the one God chose for me, Preston. I met him in 2007, for only a few minutes, at a practice that my brother in law Shane had invited me to. I noticed him, but at the time I wouldn't have tried anything for he was with someone and I had been talking with another guy at the time also. When we officially met, talked and became acquainted, it was last year at the end of August 2008. Neither of us wanted a relationship, just someone to casually date, and have fun w/, what you would consider a booty call lol. Let me tell you how it all started.... I was living w/ my sister, her husband and 2 daughters. It was his birthday, my brother in law was going to celebrate it with him, I was on my way to a party. Me and my brother in law walked up to the front of the living complex together, and he was at the front to pick up Shane. I didn't pay much attention I knew who he was, he was my cousin in law actually, (no blood relation) and i had the party on my mind, however i soon found out he noticed me. They went to hit some bars, I went to my party. the next day around noon i came back home and there he was still somewhat drunk like me, relaxed on the couch, Shane going off and still drunk and drinking so i focused my attention on Preston. We talked for a little and he left but came back that night. I was dating someone at the time but trying to get out of the relationship for the guy was too controlling for me and all my family knew him and said he was bad news. Preston was single, not looking for a relationship. The relationship I was in was brought up somehow I don't really remember how and come to find out Preston knew the guy too. We sat there forever talking shit about it, and I showed him some pictures i had up on myspace that my bf did not approve of people being able to see. I was being a flirt as i naturally am, and i had to go meet a friend real quick at the front, and left him to look through my pics and videos on my computer. When I came back he said he just sent a friend request to his myspace, just for fun. i didn't care, Preston seemed cool and i didn't mind him being on my friends list. We got into a discussion about how we just wanted a booty call and realized that maybe each other might not be bad for it, but had not made our decision final. Over the next few days we IMed each other constantly, texted and he would come over and we'd talk too, though he would act like he was coming over to visit Shane. We got to know a few things about each other and connected on a somewhat personal level and were very open with each other. I had a stressful day ahead of me sometime that week and he offered to give me a massage to help me relax, i was like cool, that's nice of him, and it helped me. i didn't get the feeling like his hands were trying to wander and be flirtatious though he said he was, just being careful with it. A couple days after that we started to be more flirtatious, and he was there when I left the guy I had been dating for somewhat of support since it seemed as though the guy was gonna go crazy when i told him it was over. After that he learned if he lightly touched my back or rubbed my head was a sensation i really enjoyed, and was a turn on, so whenever he was over he'd do just that, also so that my sister wouldn't think we were being inappropriate around my nieces we kept it at that, though an occasional kiss was given outside where no one else could see. One week end came around of an event he was going too, along with Shane and i wanted to tag along to check it out for it was the same subject as the practice in 2007 where i 1st met Preston, it's called the SCA for those who are wondering. Of course i also wanted to go to spend time w/ him, and help him feel more comfortable for reasons i can not share, and it was an excuse to drink. It had been about 2-3wks since his birthday, it was the end of September and we had kept our agreement to the no-strings attached, just a booty call/dating rule. That day it all changed, on my end, I felt like even though neither of us had wanted it, I could see myself more involved with him. I got drunk out of my mind at the camp fire that night, and he was somewhat tipsy, and he invited me back to his place. For the 1st time I agreed, it would be better to have more privacy then sneaking a quickie on Shane's couch in the middle of the night. Due to the fact I was so drunk he let me sleep til 4am then woke me up for some fun. first time I slept in a bed w/ someone and was comfortable that i actually got decent sleep. That night I knew I had allowed emotions to get involved, as he did, and we decided we were an actual couple. Within 2 months after this conclusion I had moved in with him and I became aware i was falling for him, and no matter what I did I could not stop it. I got the courage to tell him I felt like i was falling in love with him, he accepted my saying this, though he didn't want to say it unless he was sure it was a true feeling not lust but he did not distance himself from me, even though it was only me who had said that 4 letter word. A month later he finally said it one night, I was tired as all hell and had a pounding headache, but as soon as he said that word i was awake fully, the headache in the very back of my mind. I kissed him passionately and started foreplay, he had the nerve to say "I thought you were tired" i responded with "how do you expect me to sleep right now when you just told me you loved me for the 1st time, all i want to do is make love to you right now" and he couldn't say no to that. He asked what it was that I wanted exactly, and I told him "make love to me" plain and simple, just for him to show me how he felt. From beginning to end of our love making that night I felt his love on a level i never knew before, and I knew it was true, i would never question it. Now it's almost a year since we became 'official' we're our expecting our 1st child in 24days, the only child either of us have, that is why i said in the introduction That I am a mother too, because even though our son has not been born yet, since I became pregnant i am a mother, and he is a father, and our son is in charge already. We have not decided on marriage, our son was unplanned, and neither of us were ready but God has a plan and we are ready to face it head on and see where this new chapter will take us. Next month on the 27th will be our 1yr. Anniversary and I know that even still to this day with all of our up's and down's I am still in love with him, as he is with me and it is TRUE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!